non-liner phenomenon
What is Convergent cross mapping
(In Japanese)
https://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/seitai/65/3/65_KJ00010198786/_pdf
R package
開発環境として、 MACだとこんなに不便なのかと思ってしまう。
いや自分がWindowsに慣れていたからなのだけど。
そもそも最近のMACにはJavaが初期設定で入っていないことを初めて知った。
JDKのインストール
x64 DMG Installer を選択
https://www.oracle.com/java/technologies/downloads/#jdk17-mac
pathを通しておくこと、
もしくはターミナルから java -jar VisANT.jar として起動する。
いや、このvisANTを使わなくても、Rのigraphパッケージでグラフを描きたいんだけど...
Network analysis,
betweenness, who is the hub?
Hypothesis, feasibility
Outcome
deeply, profoundly, at the bottom of the ground.
When you see the message:
"Package XXXX is not available in this version of R..."
1) install package installr
2) run the following command after installation
installr::install.Rtools()
Finally, I met our new roommate who came on January 12, but did not meet.
He graduated from Oxford University and got PhD of biology. Hope he is a nice person as a roommate.
Super useful codes and lectures about network analysis
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWsb4PktuQcoEa7stVYGxXg
https://github.com/Arizonagong/vCIES2020_Network-Analysis
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This paper itself did not use network analysis but analyze the interaction between proteins.
I love working. Sometimes, work is more than making money. It is my life.
This tight connection between work and life entails bright side and downside. Although it leads to industrial and studious attitudes, it loses colorfulness and flexibility of life.
My condition and my life totally depends on the achievement of my work and unfortunately, I am not a productive person.
A new roommate comes tomorrow from UK.
This article gave an opportunity to rethink physicians' emotional health.
https://www.nejm.org/doi/full/10.1056/NEJMp2112095
So many doctors are believing that they dedicate their life to medicine and should not be a whiner because they are "a doctor".
This pressure afflicts themselves.
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If you envision your goals, you can achieve those goals.
Fortunately, my mental status becomes stable.
Talking to people, walking a lot, buying necessities, and keeping things routinely, all of those activities makes the situation better.
Research itself is fun. Yes, I am curious of science. The questions are endless; what makes differences of living and dead, why lives have diversity and create homogenous offsprings, and why the behavior of 100 cells are different from that of 10000 cells.
At the same time, 95-98% of ideas result in vein. I cannot avoid feeling guilty of wasting time, money and materials. The negative data deprive my motivation and exhaust me.
"Do not feel so serious. Research should be fun. If you don't feel it fun, you cannot continue it."
Yes, your are right.
Do not take it serious. Keep find something fun.
Under the pandemic, less workers and more burdens have aggravated the situation.
The department of animal facilities announced to stop any new order until March due to lack of staff.
Shipping of materials is delayed due to winter storm and shortage of drivers.
This announce means we cannot proceed the animal experiments anymore on February.
We are tackling this tough situation to find a silver lining, the new solution.
Beethoven Piano Sonata No 8 in C minor Op 13 Pathetic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8XYrNrlBj4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_deujLjHAk0
This melody composes myself.
Different from unprecedented warm December, this January is as cold as annual winter in Boston.
I just conduct assay and end up my day.
Run.
So many terrible news made headlines. Climate change causes huge tornadoes and heavy rains. Calamities and the number of casualties are swelling year by year. Pandemic still circulates in globe. We are seeing the highest new cases per day yesterday and it will be updated tomorrow.
There is hopeless future. We have to find the blight future from the bottom of the abyss. Or we are skeptical where is it.
Who knows we have a blight future? People are going forward without thinking profoundly. Otherwise, they would be drowned in the tremendous amount of harsh realities and horrible incidences.
Run.
It is easer than living seriously.
そして今年最後の大晦日になってしまった。
実験の準備があったので、ラボに行ったら、いつもいるΚ先生とM先生以外に、
ブラジルチームのF、dobule Esの3人がいるではないか。
昨日動物実験手術したって言ってたからな。
そんなラボの一年の最後。来年は明るい年になるといいなと思う。